IS IT WRONG

Is IT wrong?

What YOU do to me…

How every time I try to move on to a new chapter in the story of my LIFE,

You jump back into the FOREGROUND.

You become a MAIN character in my story once again

Building up to another CLIMAX in the chapter

Then slamming a plot TWIST that reiterates the fact that we can’t be hero and heroine again

But maybe we aren’t so much HERO and HEROINE to begin with

Maybe more like ROMEO and JULIET with our words

We speak of a LOVE that we aren’t supposed to share

A love UNKNOWN

Unknown from the fact that we have yet to EXPLORE it fully

Every time I go back to your chapter we go deeper and deeper into the DARKNESS

But…alas… we stop our search and I move onto a NEW chapter

Only to RETURN and dig more,

 To WANT it more

To memorize the map of SCARS that laces your body…

Your BODY that seems as warm as I remembered it to

Or…If I may hope WARMER

Is it WRONG?

That I look to the PAST to find hope for the present

That you could EMOTIONALLY hurt me…

Until I PHYSICALLY bleed

Till I CRIED blood

But those WORDS would still press my lips to your name

IS it wrong?

…I don’t KNOW…

~ by jerelalexander on February 8, 2007.